In the mids of thinking.

Aloha. Sorry for not posting again. My internet got cut AGAIN! Streamyz is being such a bitch to me. I dont like it. Now I am in starbucks. Told my mom that I needed to do homework. Which I needed to but I also took the chance to online. Well.. the last couple of days has been ok. Sara slept over at my house. Watched Time Traveller's Wife. I gotta say. I did not cry. The whole movie was too fast to understand. After movie, we just talked. It's been soo long that I did not have a heart to heart talk with someone.

After that. We fell asleep and woke up around 11 in the morning. Watched Final Destination 4. I HAVE to say this. It's one of the most stupid movies I ever watched. It's soo fake. REALLY fake and unrealistic. Think about this. Saving someone just to break their killing chain or something. After that, went to OU and shopped around. Bought a top and a cardigan. went to Itallianies and ate. Then sent Sara home. Went home and moped around the house and went to bed at night.

I love Sundays. It's a day where you can just lay back and chill. My kind of day. I need to get more clothes for chinese new year. It's 2 weeks away. I need to get at least 2 more dresses then I am all set. This is soo unfair. KL has holiday tomm. :'(( I dont want to go to school. It's soo suffering. But one great thing is going to happen. Hairol is coming to Arts. YAY!! At least I wont feel so out of place.

ok. I am going off now. I want to skype. Bye.

-yenyi-

Smexy.

Hi people. I've never been happier to blog in my whole entire blogging life. Sorry for not posting these couple of days. My internet at home got cut. So I was like effin emo for a few days. Now I am at Sara's so the internet here good and ready to be used my me. Well... these few days were interesting. I was really in the mood to blog but my internet was out. Went to school today and after school walked to Secret Recipe with Simkuan, Hairol, Sean, Nazri, Lester, Mimie, Athirah, Ruyuan, me and Sara. One thing to know about me. We all suck at crossing the road. All of us will shout when were crossing the road and Hairol's road crossing skills are horrible with a capital H. He can kill all of us if he was actually leading everyone.

Oyea. Almost got hit by a few cars. Went back to school and lepaked forawhile and then went to Ruyuan's to see yearbooks. Simkuan.... Jordon is NOT hot. But Ruyuan is making excuses. Seriously, He is not hot even Sara said so. Its raning now... and I stink. I want to go home and shower but Sara has tuition... : / ok. I got no more mood to blog now. I need to think about something to buy for CNY. I still did not get anything to wear yet. hmmm.... I will post soon. Ciao.

-yenyi-

I Like The Way He Says Denominator.

Hey. I am addicted to Justin Bieber's Common Denominator. Go listen to it. It's super nice. But he sounds like a girl in some parts but he is only turning 16 this year. His voice has not fully developed yet. I bet when he grows older. Girls will be falling head over heels over him. Just wait and see.

Today was.... ok. Went to school late. I got to skip sports practice which is a good thing. : D But that Aini girl noticed that I was not there. I thought I was invisible in school?? What happen to that? I want to be unnoticable. It helps me get through the days of school. School is being such a drag these days. Too much homework. It freaks me out. I just finish the powerpoint thing for multimedia.... bleh... I googled everything. I love google. It helps me in everything.

I am soo confused. He effin confuses me. I dont understand him. I hate men... why cant he just say it? Instead of being all secretive and looksy looksy all the time??? I hate him. I dislike his stupid attitude of being all secretive and always staring. I know he does actually have feelings for me but why cant he just say it?? Is it really that hard? Even I said it to him once. It's not even nice to leavve people wondering what is he thinking about all the time... i hate him.

Dont read up there. It's just my own place to describe my frustration without letting you read it. and it's pathetic. SO... Dont read it. k?

Goodness. I need to find my pandu puteri shirt. It looks like a toilet cleaners shirt. Serious shit. I did not wear it before. Anyways.. I ran out of things to say. Listening to music now. Oyea... Schoool should really allow us to bring out ipods to school. So it will be less boring. I'm just saying...

-yenyi-

I Cant Help It.

Found something in someone's blog. I think girls might want to read this. It helps. and it's kind of true. Here. The black words are my point of view.

The Not So Perfect Guide To Teenage Girls These Days.

1. Girls Find Guys Which Are Assholes More Interesting.

I Don't Blame Them.
Most Nice Guys Freeze When They Come Near.
As I Was Saying,
The Best Way To Get A Girl,
Is To Be An Asshole.
ok. Here's what I think about number 1. 'Girls' do like assholes or maybe it's only me but seriously. Assholes are just more interesting to talk to. Nice guys dont freeze when we girls go near them. They're just more awkward talking to girls. AND being an asshole does'nt make you get a girl because being with an asshole is not some girls cup of tea.
2. Girls Love Attention.
Without Attention They Will Die.(More Or Less)
So...
The Less Attention You Give A Girl,
The More She Wants You.
And If You Ignore A Girl Long Enough,
I Promise You She Will Come Running.
Girls Love Attention? I dont like attention. It just makes me feel more insecure about myself. But yes. For 97% of girls in the world. They will want you more. But it's not fun once you cant get them. It's like looking at your favorite chocolate cake and not being able to eat it. Hey, look at me. I've been liking an asshole for 2-3 years? and trust me. It's not fun.


3. Always Have Something To Say.
When The Girl You Like Had Enough Of
You Ignoring Her,
Start A Conversation.
Girls Get Bored Easily,
So It Is Wise To Have Loads To Say
Even If Its Meaningless.
When She Starts Laughing At Everything You Say,
You Have Her Right Where You Need.
Add Compliments.
Here's what I think. I dont get bored easily. I've been hangging on for the past 2 years for this idiot and I am still not bored. Maybe I just have too much hope and shit. But yeah... I gotta agree with this guy. 95% of girls get bored easily but I fall into the category where the 5% is.


4. Most Important Step.
Always Be Confident.
Never Be Desperate(Trust Me I Know)
Girls Can Tell When Your Desperate
And They WILL Use That To Their Advantage.
Yupp.. Sooo true. Girls will take advantage of men when they're acting desperate. Trust me. I know.

Now If You Want To Keep The Girl You Got.


1. Try Not Spending Too Much Time With Her.
As I Said Before,
Girls Get Bored Easily
And They Love Attention.
Limit Your Meets.
Agreed. Girls dont like guys being too clingy. It's just too irratating. But 60% of other girls enjoy men being clingy to them because they wont feel insecure. They feel that they have the power of controlling men. and this 60% group of people are mostly bitches that cant get enough of themselves.


2. Never Say The Words 'I Love You'
Unless You Really Mean It.
If You Do Not Understand It,
Don't Say It At All.
(Something I Had To Learn The Hard Way)
Yupp.. Never confuse a girl with all your 'I love you' or 'I miss you' or 'I cant live without you'. Because it will get old one day. Say it when you mean it.


3. Once You Have Her,
You Can Be Just A Little Bit Nicer.
But Still,
Being An Asshole Is The Perfect Way To Go.
Agree-ing 50% Be an asshole but just 30% of it. Because you will end up getting dumped if you continue your habit.

4. Get Her Bullshit.
Chocolates, Flowers, Cards And Plushies.
Girls Like When You Give A Shit.
Or At Least Pretend.
Don't Over Do The Gifts,
She Will Get Bored.
Nope. I personally hate people getting me things. It's just a waste of time and money finding a perfect gift. A card is the way to go.

Isabelle said this ' Why do people date? It's a waste of your freaking emotions.'

OK. So that's all from this guys blog. I hope these advices work. Oyea. I am going to clarify myself today that I AM OFFICIALLY BACK FROM THE HELL HOLE!!! I've been living at grandma's for the past 1 month because my house was going through renovation and stuff. So now I am back and my shitty posts has officially ended. *thumbs up*

ok. I gotta go. I am going on SKype tonight at 9 to talk. Everyday plan. and I also have some homework to do. and there's sports practice tomm. Going to school at 9 to skip it. : D

Ciao.

-yenyi-

Essay.

My english essay :  Just finished everything. It took me 2 hours to finish this whole shit.

I woke up one morning feeling really blur. I was having a dream the night before. It was about my future. My parents have been planning it for quite awhile now. The plan is to go overseas and do my foundation there with my boyfriend. It’s my parents dream for me to be a successful business woman one day. But never mine. I am just doing it to please them. The only good thing going on with my life now is my boyfriend. His name is Nathaniel. Everyone refers to him as Nate but I refer him as the most irratating, rude, self-centered person in the whole wide world but yet I am in love with him. He is the only person that I trust in this world.


Both of us came from an entirely different family background. His family is very supportive and encaurages him to do what he wants to do. My family is different. It was like he was from Mars and I am from this weird undiscovered planet. As the morning sun broke on the 31st of December. I felt really out of place. It was as if my life is going to change drastically. It is going to change soon. I can feel it but I did’nt know it will feel this way. As I walk down the stairs of my house. My mother was standing at the bottom of tha stairs greeting me Happy Birthday. At that moment, I thought my mother was having a fever . I replied her ‘what are you talking about?’ She said it’s my birthday today and asked me whether am I alright. She was worried because a girl never forgets her 18th birthday. But I said I was alright and just needed to be more awake.

I went out that day with Nate. We went to the beach and just sat at the beach and watched the sunset. He walked me home and he told me that I look ugly and I told him that he was vertically and horizontally disfigured and he kissed me on my lips and left. It was the 289th kiss after 2 years dating and each kiss still feels the same. The feeling of butterflies fluttering in your stomach , your heart beating a thousand times faster and your palms sweating like you just washed your hands. That was the feeling I get everytime I am with him. It is one of the most hateful feeling ever yet I like it.

There was 2 more months before I was going to leave the country. I spent my time mostly packing and doing last minute form fillings. By the time I knew it. I was out of the country and doing my foundation with Nate. I was enjoying my time meeting new people and enjoying every moment of finally flying out from my parents nest that I have been living for the pass 18 years of my life. It was fantastic until something happened.

One day, I was watching television at the universities entertainment room. Nate told me that he was going out to get some groceries to cook dinner and he told me to stay. He kissed me for the 400th time and left. Two hours passed, I was starting to get worried why was’nt he back yet. The grocers was just a few blocks away. I decided that I should go to the grocers and find him. As I stepped out of the entertainment room. My friend Allie grabbed hold of me and started crying. I kept asking her why and she blurted out that Nate got shot infront of the university by some gang members and died. I was stunned. I did not cry because I just could’nt. I felt as if someone has just stabbed my heart with a million tiny pieces of shattered glass and it hurts so badly that the blood did not gush out.

After one minute of just standing there, stunned. I started running. I took a cab to the nearby hospital that he was sent. I ran towards the mortuary. They took out his body and asked me to identify it. When I saw his body. I started crying. I felt like I lost the person that I love most in the world and he is not going to insult me every again. I felt like I lost my other half, the bones of my body was gone. My soulmate was gone and that was that last time I saw him.

First Pics of 2010.

Hey people. How was road run? Losers. I was at Isabelle's the whole day. It was soo fun. Another laughaton. Here's some pictures. I will post about my day next time. If I actually do remember.

OK. i gotta go. No time to upload the rest. It's all in facebook. Ciao.

-yenyi-

Teardrops on my Sweater.

Mornings... I am such in a desperate need for someone to talk to. Dad is being a bitch now. He is always disrupting my plans. and THIS plan cannot be disrupted. I really need someone to talk to. Well... he cant do anything now cause he just cant. Do you know what I do for my entertainment in Grandma's? I sing. and I also listen to Hitz.fm all the time. Which is such a horrible thing to listen to. I dont like some of the songs there. I felt like killing the radio for not playing my type of songs.

Simkuan is going through some stuff now. Which is kinda weird/ funny at the same time. I dont know why but if I was at her situation. I'll just tell him that I would just like to be friends. Oyea. Pn.Rekha gave this essay shit. The ending MUST be ...That's the last time I saw him. I am planning to have this couple in my essay and the girl is something like me. Putting all my characteristics in there and there's this guy that will dump her on valentines day cause of something... But I dont know what. But I will make something up. But not dumping her for another girl. If my story does end up like that. The guy will die out of seizures. Dont worry. I'll post my essay when I finish it.

Another assignment. The perdana menteri letter thing. I am not even a patriotic person. But it's 30% from our monthly test. So I have to do it no matter what. and there's this other homework. civics... what represents me. You can pick anything and stuff but I dont know what represents me. Not even sure what I am or who I am . I am really a confused kid.

I dont know they have to dump everything on us at the end of the week. Cant they like give more time for us to do it? hmmm... I want to listen to my songs now. Feeling depressed in the morning does'nt make a happy me for the rest of the day. Ciao.

-yenyi-

Illusions much?

Since when being a freak is bad? I like being a loser and a freak. Jiasin says that I am a freak and I could'nt agree more. I drank teh tarik an hour before I was about to sleep last night. I just wanted to drink something hot so I chose Teh Tarik and I could'nt sleep after that.  Hhahaha. Texted sara forawhile. Here is how we went.

Me: You. Stop tellling me how awesome is your tuition. I am still not going.
Sara : But it's fun. and good.
Me : Nope. Tuition is a recipe for me to kill another teacher and stabbing you with a pencil.
Sara :  Fine. No need la. I dont like you anymore. : (
Me :  Dont like dont like la. I got my ice cream and Chuck Bass in my imagination for me to live.
Sara :  Eleh. I got *her teachers name* and his sexy hairy arms.

Oyea!! Isabelle! I know your reading this. Think about a 'thing' that represents me. Were doing homework when I come on Saturday. Not exactly homework.. It's art and your helping me.

Oops. I've been staring at the computer for too long. I need to go to school Ciao.

-yenyi-

Wants something Not So Complicated.

I am dead tired. Road Run practice was yesterday. I was running with... well... not exactly running but walking is the right answer. I was walking with Hairol, Mary and Lester. and the funny part was it did'nt feel like we were practising for road run. I felt like we were lost. Hairol ruined my favorite song. He kept on singging it. Just the way I DONT like. But we had fun walking.

I was totally blanked out after sports. I felt effin tired. After school...I got pissed. Seriously Pissed. The only thing I wanted to do was to call Isabelle and talk to her. Welll... all my anger was gone after I talked to her. I told her that our school needed something new like.... fencing and kick boxing. Muthu asked why I did'nt join Taekwondo and things like that. Well.. let me just tell you the reason. It's cause 'they' dont hit anybody. At least for fencing there's a sword to stab someone and kick boxing has a dummy to hit. But Taekwondo and some others. They kick the air. What fun is that? I'd rather stab someone and hit someone with my fist. and yea... I was effin pissed.

I am effin tired now. I am tired of getting all pissed at the same person all the time. I am just tired of everything. It's no fun no more.

-yenyi-

Her Toes.

Morning. I am sooo tired!! I feel like school is getting shittier and shitter by the minute. Were running outside today. Do they expect girls to bleed while they're running?? I think they do. I slept effin early last night. Seriously early. I had nothing to do and I was really tired. Anyways... HAHAHAHAHAHA1!!! Sara found something on Tumblr that's really REALLY FUNNY!!! 'Girls are evil. I dont believe in something that bleeds for a week and dont die'. hahahahhahaha. I think it's super funny.

okok. I got to go to school. Sorry for another one of my shitty posts but I really need to go to school. I'll make a long one as soon as possible. Ciao.

Oyea. the problem with having a blog it's because you always have alot of things to say but once your typing. Your blank.

-yenyi-

Whispers.

Selamat Pagi. I had the most scary dream of all time. I was bring car chased by these freakos. I nearly fainted. Thankgoodness it was just a dream. Wee~! Guess what? I chosed my wallpaper but I only can put it up after chinese new year. Who cares? I got what I wanted. It's a white blackground with black flowers. I am just going to put it one side of the wall and the rest of the room is going to be white.

Hmmmm... I am going to school in 5 minutes. Sooo not in the mood for it. Who even wants to go to school on a Monday? I miss Simpsons... I used to watch it all the time. :(( ok. Me got to go.

oyea. I know my titles seem weird. But it's only what I am thinking at the time when I am trying to think of one. Get it?

-yenyi-

It's the Feeling like Something Has Been Ripped From Your Chest But You Dont Feel Anything.

Afternoons. This is going to be my post for the day. I am going back to grandma's soon. : (( I dont like staying there. There's no internet and the worse part is.. There's no Astro to watch A.I. Hmm.... There's bad news for me. Mom said that I cant change my wallpaper until Chin: Dese New Year is over. But I really want to change. hmmm..

I did not start on my homework yet. I was suppose to start last night but I was too lazy and tired. Mom woke me up this morning. She asked me to follow her somewhere so I did and the rest kinda sucked. I still cant find my jennifer's body soundtrack that I have been hunting down for months. I like the guitar part in front. I went through all the songs and still no luck. : (

Mom likes the dress that I bough few days ago. She is now determined that I get more. : D I should've got all of them when they were on Sale. Hahahahahaha. Want to know something funny? Well.. Maybe funny to me but I still want you to know. A few days ago. Nazri called me at night when I was asleep. and here's the conversation.

Nazri calls and says Hello.
Me: Hello?*tired voice*
Nazri: Hey, you spoke to Sara yet?
Me : hmmm.... I'll speak to her in a minute. *still sleeping*
Nazri : Ermm... ok..., Bye.

Next Morning.

Nazri : Yenyi, I want to know. You know when your asleep right? Are you even alive?
Me : *starts laughing*. You called last night... right?

hahahaha. Never call me when I am asleep. Loads of people do and they end up hearing me babble and I wont even remember that they even called. Loads of people talk to me when I am asleep and I will also talk to them... But I wont remember a thing.... Freakyyy right?

ok. Mom is shouting at me to finish up my accounts homework. She is pissed cause no one is helping her. Who does listen to their moms right? No one does. She is usually being ignored of what she says and getting bullied by their own children. okay..  maybe not for some of you but I bully my mom. It's funny. Moms are just soo fun to make fun of. They will get all self-consious.

Got to go... Bye. I will post tomm morning. Ciao.

-yenyi-

Your like My Weekly Dossage of Ecstacy.

Hey people. Sorry for not posting for soo long. This is going to be a good one. ok? Well. Yesterday was Sara's birthday so we lied to her that we are running late cause of Shamshul is making us finish up our project in school. So we went there and get presents and stuff. Bought elmo shirt and condoms for her. : D The condoms were a delight. It's called Love condoms. I bought this dress from Cotton on. I love Cotton On. I could marry the person that first started cotton on. and Yes, I would'nt mind if it's a girl.

Anyways, I went to Mimie's party today in Shangrila. The chocolate fountain was good. I like. Mimie wore this amazing dress. She is always soo prettty. I am jealous. :'( For normal people like us. We look like crap when we are at home and we also look like crap when we are in school. Well... Not exactly WE. But me. I for like really emo after Mie's party. Mood swings again. It's really bad la. When is my period going to end? It's like a never ending roller coaster.

I have LOADS of homework to do. It's undo-able. I am too lazy. 8 homeworks in 1 day? I need someone to help me. Anyone wants to volunteer? Be my guest. I miss Gossip Girl. I need some Chuck-ness in me. I miss Chuck. He is THE MOST HOTTEST HOTEST X1000000000 ON EARTH. I need some CHuck. Chuck is my weekly dossage of ecstacy .

Goodnesss... Ming is naming his children. He wants 26 kids for 26 alphabets A-Z. He is telling me everything. Soo irratating. At least mine is more civilized. Brooklyn and Bridget.Well.. Maybe it's just me... No.. It's not me only. Sara wants to name his son something. I forgot. But yea. She named her son already. ok... I am going to offline now. My time is up. Ciao.

-yenyi-

Sara.

Mornings. I am soo tired. I think I did like 3 hours of homework yesterday..I've finish my civics but it looks like crap. I dont like how it went. : ( Anyways..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARA!!!!!!!!!! WOHOOO! 16!!!!

I know I am not the greatest friend that waited at night till it strikes 12 and says happy birthday but at least I am telling you now. ok. I got to go to school now. I will post tonight. ok?

oyea. and GREAT news. They have GLEE in ASTRO!!! I cant wait to come back next week and watch American Idol and Glee.... I miisss astro.

-yenyi-

Something.

Ever loved and hated someone soo much before? Well... I did. It's a long story. I got an unexpected I.M yesterday. I went to this cafe and played computer. We had a long long conversation and I realized some stuff that I need to fix. I'm super tired. I cant just wait any longer. I got like super emo after lunch yesterday. I hate it when I get depressed infront of people. I dont like showing the other side of me. Well. This song called Future Love has been stuck in my head the whole morning.


Anyways, the wallpapers are here. I am going to go choose mine. Bye. I'll post a 'medium sized one' tomm.

Again and Again.

Mornings... again. I had my leg thing again.. Too much to drink? The house is effin dusty. It looks more like a construction site than a home. I think I got one more week to tahan before I can actually move back home. Schoool sucks badly without Sara. I am constantly upset about everything in school eventhough there's nothing to be upset about.

I saw Azman in school yesterday morning. I was soo happy. Azman looks like those people on the food packaging logo's doing a thumbs up. hahahaha. Oyea. Ming is staying over at Gram's for a few days. I guess he will be my astro for  a couple of days. : D ok. I am going to go school now. :/ There's P.E and Coco today and I dont even know what is my uniform body because they put choir in Week A. So I guess we will just have to ask Yoges....

ok. Adios.

-yenyi-

Red Cheeks.

Mornings. : ) I had the worse sleep last night. SMS's were flowing in like there's no better time to text people than 2 in the morning? Grandma made me drink this drink. It's suppose to make you taller. Well.. I can assure you it is 100% effective. Welll maybe 80%. When I was sleeping last nigth I had a muscle pull. It happens because your bones are growing and your muscles are not so it's like stretching.Yea. It's kind of painful. I used to get it all the time but it stopped and now it came back again.

There's sports practice today. I am only going to walk. I am not going to hurt my legs. I am going to fall down if I run so... walk. I am sooo sleepy right now... I did'nt get enough sleep after all the texts from my retardedly stupid friends. Shamshul gave this project about our vision and mission. Well... I dont have a vision or a mission.. I am probably going to make something up.. Oyea. and its due on Friday.

ok. I am going to go listen to my music now. I am in desperately for my type of music. Will post something tomm morning. Bye.

-iyney-

Over the Galaxies.

Sooo... Today was... interesting. Mood Swings still going on. I am still in Ming's house. Going KLCC tomm to get a computer for Ming. He is leaving already. :"( Everybody is leaving. Sara.... promise me that you will come to my house often? You can sleepover on Fridays and I will pick you up from KDU myself since it's near my house. : D

I was crying last night. But I was thinking stuffs like 'she goes to school near my house' and 'we can visit each other often'.. I thought about the bright side instead of the bad side. Life comes and goes right? But school will be different but we will eventually get used to it somehow.  It's not like she is half way around the world. She is still in Malaysia. SK. Cheer up. Think about the bright side. You can follow me home on Fridays and sleepover too and pick Sara up from school.

So. Let's get back to today. Woke up. Showered. Followed Ming to Facial. Starbucks. Went home to get some stuffs. Gram's for dinner and then Ming's. So today during Facial. Ming's bro was doing facial also. He has this GIGANTIC pimple and the that auntie had to poke a few holes on the pimple and then start pressing. So. The blood from the pimple was shooting out. Seriously, I should've recorded the whole shit. It was soo interesting to watch. That facial lady has this coat hanging across the room. The blood shot there too. That auntie was like 'wow..... 10 years of facial-ing for people and this is the first time this has ever happened'. Oyea. and the blood landed on my shirt, fringe,face and my leg. and guess what? I was'nt even standing near him. I was at the edge of the bed. Not even near his face. I got splattered. That auntie finger was covered with blood. Interesting right??? I was amazed by the amount of blood. and of course... disgusted. Ewww.. Terrible sight.

oyea. I also tried to use a blackberry for 30 minutes today. I did'nt like it. It was complicating to use. So I am going back to Nokia. : D Ming is excited for his new laptop. *yawns* maybe it's cause it's not me getting it that's why... lolz. I am going to disturb Ming again. Ciao. I will try to post soon. But this is all I can say for now.

-yenyi-

Shooting Blood.

The title. There's a story behind it. I'll post about it tonight.

I love Notebook Doodles. It's sooo sweet and funny. I found this guys Tumblr the other day.. He is soo sweet. There was this conversation that he put there but I cant save it. So.. I'll just type it out.


We'd Be Good together don't you think??

No.

Why Not?

Because I'll break your heart.

What if I break yours?

No one breaks my heart.

He had that conversation with his girlfriend. So cute. ok. I got to go. There's more stuff in his blog... But I cant type it all out. Ciao, oyea. and I will post tonight.

-yenyi-

You Make My Heart Ache,

So today was like the LAST day for you in SSB? This bitch makes me laugh too much. I know her too well to begin with. I dont want to call you cause I will start crying. I dont want to see you also cause I know that I will also start crying. I dont want to read ever read your blog ever again cause it just makes me sad and it brings bad news. We make fun of too much ridiculous things in the world. We even laughed at a apron. We do the most ridiculous things ever. We play with condoms. We draw on each others bellies. We insult each other.

Now. I am going through it again. I hate you ppl.

-yenyi-

My Feet Is Cold.

Aloha!!! I am sooo happy that I am in Ming's right now. He came and teman me for a few days in my Gram's. and I begged my mom to let me go Ming's house so that I can online and my mom budged. haih.. I promised you a long one right? Geez.. welll... Let's start with school.

School is..... interesting. I enjoy accounts class. Harri is funnyyy... I laugh alot in his class. ermmm... School was school. Is it normal for someone to like going to school?? I do actually. Sometimes. But when I have enough sleep and my mood is super duper good. I've been singging alot in school too. I dont know why... Loads of Songs are stuck in my head. It's like my brain is a Ipod.

Oyea. this morning. I was on my way to drop my sister off at her friends house and the car broke down so my mom had to call my dad and stuff.. so I reached school at 6.50!!!!!! I just sat at concourse until around 7 and I went to look for people to talk to. My friends are all soo invisible. I did not see them passing by or anything.

Ever felt like it's alright just to stare from far?? I got problems.. or Ming would say that I have some issues to clear. I cant look at Pimpi. I have probs. I dont know why.... I just cant!!! I am upset...... and happy... and upset.... I dont know what to do or what to feel. I am always soo confused... frustrated..... I just want to hide...

I am weird.... I am like the worse kid you can ever find....... oyea. I also went to the movies today... Mom brought me to watch this....... Chinese history movie. It's KungFu-ish/ killing/funny. I was laughing at every single scene. My mom thought I was being sarcastic but it was really funny. The way they all die just makes me laugh. and this is actually the first movie that everybody dies... lolz... It's funny... Go watch! Maybe not for some of you but for me is super funny cause the way the people got attacked/murdered was really funny.

okok. Ming offered me to play his Blackberry games. Weehee. Then after that I am going to Tap Tap Revenge 2!!! Woohhoooohohooo~~! hahahahahahaha. okok. I'll TRY to post tommm. Nights.

-yenyi-

The Worse Part is That You Make It Harder.

hahahahaha. I am not in the mood to post again. This time it's because. I am about to go to school in 10 minutes and I dont know what to say..... Oyea. Thursdays books are ALOT! I dont know how to carry it to class. I dont like rushing my posts. I think that's why my posts these days makes no sense. Nevermind. I promise you I'll make a long one this Saturday. ok?

haih... why does school exist? It just makes my mood swings worse. I constantly get it when I am in school. I am happy around friends but when they're not around. I get all sad... I dont know la. I dont know what to do to cure mood swings.... haih.. it's time for a new header. I dont like it anymore. I'll think about something... Oooh. Ming coming to visit me at Gram's after school. At least he is my entertainment for a few days.

I cant find this picture that I saw that day. It's sooo cute. It's a conversation between two people. Haih. Nevermind. I'll find the tumblr another day. In the mean time. I need to go to school.

-yenyi-

I must be dreaming.

hahahaha. I cant sleep. I love this song. Here are the lyrics.
She thinks I'm crazy.


Judging by the faces that she's making.

And I think she's pretty.

But pretty's just part of the things she does that amaze me.

And she calls me sweetheart.

I love it when she wakes me when it's still dark.

And she watches the sun.

But she's the only one I have my eyes on.



Tell me that you love me.

And it'll be alright.

Are you thinking of me?

Just come with me tonight.

You know I need you.

Just like you need me.

Can't stop, Won't stop.

I must be dreaming.

Can't stop, Won't stop.

I must be dreaming.



She moves in closer.

Whispering to me "I thought I told ya"

And oh she's playing games now.

And I figured it out now that we're

Now that we're closer.

Two kids, one love.

Who cares it we making it up.

Her voice is sweet sound.

Our clothes lay on the ground.

She moves in closer.

Whispers "I though I told ya"



Tell me that you love me.

And it'll be alright.

Are you thinking of me?

Just come with me tonight.

You know I need you.

Just like you need me.

Can't stop, Won't stop.

I must be dreaming.

Can't stop, Won't stop.

I must be dreaming.



Remember the day when we started this.

And she made the shape of my heart with her hands.

We try to make some sense of it.

But she called me on the phone and said..



Tell me that you love me.

And it'll be alright.

Are you thinking of me?

Just come with me tonight.

You know I need you.

Just like you need me.

Can't stop, Won't stop.

I must be dreaming.

Go one and tell em that you love me

And it'll be alright. (I must be dreaming)

Are you thinking of me.

Just come with me tonight.(I must be dreaming)

She moves in closer.

Can't stop, Won't stop.

I must be dreaming.


 
The lyrics are soooo sweettt... woohooohhoo... okok. I am going now. Bye.
 

-yenyi-

Sleeping is good.

hmmm... Morning. Well... yesterday... I got into Arts! Wee~! I told Shamshul that my mom will kill me if I go to Science so he let me go. Hell no, I am not going to science 2. I am not smart and I hate science. So.. anyways Sara and I realized something yesterday... I cant post about it.. I am sleeppppppyyyyy.... Sooooo sleeeeepppyyy. School. I hate school. I want to sleep. I am going to sleep... Will post something tomm if I am not sleepy. Nights.

-yenyi-

Reasons.

Morning again. First day of school started off with such a bang. You want to know why? Here are the reasons...

1. There's a chance that I might not get into Arts. They put me in Science 2 but I want to get into Arts.
2. Misplaced some things. (I'll post about that later).
3. I am avoiding Pimpi and I dont know why.... Sara says I am like running away from a snake.

OK. Let's go back to number 2. The day when I was packing. I doubled check that I brought my uniform but sadly it was only one. The other one was at home. So last night, my dad was drunk. I called him to go check in my closet whether there's my uniform but he said 'No'. So when my mom called again and asked him. He said 'yes'. So. This morning when I went to my closet and checked it was there. Mom was kind of pissed that I dont believe my father. It's true. How can you trust a drunk? Anyways, last night. I went out to get my P.E pants and photostat my results. My mission was completed but when I went back and found out that my uniform was'nt there. I was in such bad mood. Mom was like scolding me 'why cant you do things that are needed first? Before you do something else????'

Whatever what I did... I did it. There is no going back. So... Let's go Number 1. Mom is going to complain bad if I dont go Arts. So... I will see how. If I dont get it today. I will call her and she will come.

Number 3. I dont know why... I feel scared.... blah. I got to go now... Time to go to schoool. !!!!! : (

Oyea. and there's sports practice today....... : (

Will post tomm morning. Ciao

-yenyi-

Selamat Pagi.

Mornings. It's 6.45 and I am AWAKE!! Awesomenesss... school is starting in one hour? Leaving in 30 minutes. Could you people sleep last night? I slept like a baby. Wee~! I dont have the Monday Blues. This is the first time that I have no Monday Blues. hmmmm. Oh well... I got to go. My sister wants to use. Ciao.

-yenyi-

Weirdly Happy.

Afternoon. I am going to leave in 2 hours. After I post yesterday, I went and pack. It took me only 10 minutes. I think I became the professional packer. Well. I am going to this party tonight in Cheras. I dont know anyone there. I was actually suppose to go Neyo's concert on Thursday but my mom dont let cause it's a school night. She is such a party pooper.

Weee~! Ming came by this morning to pick up his clothes. hmm.. Why does it feel like school is going to start in 1 month? Usually I will be soo sad and stuff. But I feel happy. hmmmm.. oh well.. I am not in the mood to post. Dad keeps getting on my nerves. Welll. I will TRY to post soon. Ciao.

oyea. Have an awesome lunch. I had an awesome lunch yesterday. Went to Delicious again. Ate Wild Mushroom Salad, Trio Dip with Bruchetta, Carbonara Pasta and one thing that I forgot. We all shared. It was soo yummy. I wish there's a Delicious near my house. It will be soo convenient.

okok. Like I said before I will TRY to post soon. Ciao.

-yenyi-

School is School.

Hey. Just finished watching this movie. It was okay. But I really got sad after I watched it. It reminded me of school. I sent my vest to make it longer 2 weeks ago and the lady still has'nt called. Haih... Anyone that can borrow me? I am not sure who... hmm.. It's okay. I am sure that my genius mind will think of something else. Well.. today. I woke up. Went to mamak then OU. Shopped for a little while. It was the last day of sale today but there was nothing much. I just bought board shorts. It's soo comfy.

Soooo... school is starting in less than 2 days. Oyea. I have to say this. I am going back to grandma's tomm. So.. you know the drill. But I will post everymorning when I come back to my house and drop my sister off. So I still get to play the internet. Do you get the feeling before school starts there's this..... really horrible feeling... it's like you dont want to do it but it's coming and your just taking out the calender and counting how many days of holidays does the school have this year? I do that every year. I will get soo upset. But when school actually starts. I will be ok.

OOH!! I forgot to announce!! I only skipped 22 days of school last year during 2009!!!! 22 days of school is plus the after PMR days. How amazing is that?!?!?!? When I was form 2. I remember I skipped about 30++ days. There was one week overseas. and a few other days that I just really did not want to go to school. and a few excusable days. Like... Chinese New Year Celebration... and all the celebrations that you can think of...

ok.. I got to go. I will try to post tomm morning before I leave. That reminds me. I have to bring all my school stuff.... But there's nothing to bring. Seriously... what do you need for the first day of school? You will need a bag. A pencilbox. Waterbottle. and excercise books... right? Oyea. I still have not resolve my wallet issue. My new wallet is too big for my pocket... Haih.. see how la.... I need to go pack. Nights.

-yenyi-

A Tissue Wont Help.

Hey.... Omg.... I am like soooo sad. I'll post about it later. But first let me post about my day. Woke up. Liz and Belle came. Went out for lunch. Came back. Lepak-ed until dinner time. Went and get some DVD's. Came home. Showered. Drank. Watched a movie.

OK. Now I can officially tell you what happened. I was watching 200 pounds of Beauty. I am usually not interested in Korean movies or anything but Liz said that this movie is good. So.. we bought it and watched. When I watched one scene when the guy found out about her. I was crying sooo badly.
My favorite line in the movie is when the girl said 'You broke my heart, a tissue wont help.'

Isabelle ruined my mood for crying... She actually ruined everyone's mood for crying. She was molesting everybody. Saying Horny things... I am never going to let her touch my fridge again. She drank 4-5 bottles of Vodka and 3 shots of Bicardi. She can really drink.

That horny biatch was touching my EVERYTHING. and I mean EVERYTHING. She is soo dead tomm.  Anyways, going to shop tomm. I want to get more baju. haih.. Not really in the mood to post now. I'll post tomm.... Ciao.

-yenyi-