Don'tDoIt

Just woke up from my nap. I fell asleep on the couch watching A.I right after I watched Katie Stevens. She was good tonight. I sat/slept there for about 2 hours and now I am awake. I still want to sleep. But I woke up cause of 90210 and I have unfinished business. School was average today. There were a few happy moments here and there. and moments that just caught me off guard. Had librarians meeting during lunchtime. It was okay. Karmen talked about getting posts and stuff and how we have to work for it. I kind of want to be a VP. But... I am still not sure. : / But I have to choose one to aim.

Had Choir today. Were performing for Hari Anugerah. I swore that this year I do not want to go. But now since they put it that way that we HAVE to go. I guess we must go. : ( Mom is sick. Never seen her face soo pucat before. First time. No wait. Not the first time. The last time I saw her like this was when she just gave birth to Ryan.

I'm kind of upset about Gossip Girl. Next weeks episode is going to be good for the ones who likes drama but bad for the ones who does'nt want anything to happen. : (

ok. I am going back to 90210. Its getting interesting. Ciao.

                                                                           -yenyi-

Baby.

I officially suck at guitar part. I am good at the clicking part but not the strumming part. I seriously am bad. Your suppose to strum and hit the button AT the same time. You cant strum whenever you like. You must strum at the same time. :  ( I lost to my sister. School was okay today. It was Simkuan's and Raimi's BIRTHDAY! I know. Both of them were borned on the same day.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

School was normal today. Went shopping after school with Simkuan. Her brother came and pick us up. I bought a dress, a top and a bag. Nothing much. I just wanted to go there to get this dress that I saw at the website but it was'nt there. : ( Simkuan bought a few stufff... I cant recall. Wait. let me think. She bought jeans and 4 tops and a present for Raimi. Her brother is soo sweeet. He paid for everything. I wish I had a brother that paid for my everything. But sadly I dont. : (

Pfft.. Now my sister is making fun of my guitar hero skills. She call me to go and take the beginners level. *giving the pissed look* I want to play a song. Not go for the beginners level and play notes. : / Eeeeash. I never tested the drum set yet. I want to. But I am lazy to go plug it in. hmmm. I am in the mood to watch The Blind Side again. It's good. Fine. I'll do that but my sister is having her tuition. : /

Haih. Nvm. I'll watch it somewhere else. OK. Got to go. Bye. and once again Happy Birthday to Simkuan and Raimi. : )

-yenyi-

Random.

CLick to make it bigger.

It's sooo ADORABLE!!! OMG. I want my child to look like that. : ' )

-yenyi-

WhatARelief.

Eeeeash. I am tired. Went to school today. I was freaking tired. This Indonesian men kept calling my house last night when I was trying to sleep around 12. Here's how the convo went.

First Call
Indon Man : Ello?
Me : Who is this?
Indon : *never replied*
Me : *shuts the phone*

Second Call
Me : Wrong Numberr. Please dont call again. *shuts again*

Third  Call
Indon : I no speaking English.
Me : SO? I dont care. *shuts the phone*

Fourth Call
Me : Jangan Telefon lagi. Nanti saya call Digi suruh dia cut kamu punya line.  *shuts the phone*

He never called back. Stupid Indon man. Thankgod he did not call back. I will be furious mad. I wanted to sleep sooo badly!! I could DIE. I've been dying to get this dresss. : '( A sundress/ beach kind of thing going on.

Oyea! Today. Last two periods, It was raining HEAVILY. me and simkuan were like talking about the horrible horrible feeling if we sit the van. It will be humid and hot and we will be late. Then when we were on our way to primary. We saw Azman there. He became the hero of the day. He drove us back home. Went to primary to find my sister and left. : D It's good that he came. I could never be happier to see him... EVER. He is our life saviour.

OK. I got to go.  I want to to play Guitar Hero. : DDD Ciao.

-yenyi-

ICouldBarelySpeak.

Another lazy Sunday well spent. : ) I did nothing today but sat down and watch movies. I watched The Blind Side and the Toothfairy. I LOVE The Blind Side. I cried soo much. It is based one a true story. It's very goood. No wonder Sandra Bullock won an Oscar. : ') Then the rest of the day was spent watching TV and doing nothing. Had period cramps. Pfft. It's unfair that men dont get it and girls have to suffer. OK. I am going to make this really quick. There's school tomm. Damn. The weekends really fly. I dont want to go to school just yet. Just came back from dinner with my grandparents. Had German food.

I've been singging Superhuman the whole day. Oyea, and my sisters made my dad buy the Band Hero! Theres drums, guitar and microphone. Never tried playing it yet. Maybe after school tomm. OK. Going to go now. Ciao.

-yenyi-

Little Basssy.

It's been a long day. Mom dropped me off at Sara's in the morning. Jumped into her bed and slept until 11 when I suddenly shouted cause my leg hurt like fck. Muscle pull. Yeah. It's back again. Pfft. Well.. for the past few weeks. I've been checking air-fares cause I want to go to Aus and visit Ming. Yea. I know. I've been tracking it down and two weeks before that I JUST remembered that my mom made a promise to me that I can go if I study hard and workout everyday. Cause last year. I could go during winter but I did'nt want to go cause Jihee was still here and I was spending time with her. So I turned down the offer. and It was a great deal. But I turned it down. and now when I want to go. My mom said no cause I am re-doing my room and going to Bandung soon. So she said no. I was kind of upset cause I really thought I could dissapear for two weeks and spend my time there shopping and sipping coffeee near a coffee shop. Riding busses, ferries and subway to get where I want to and It will be PURE freedom. I want those kind of lifestyle. I want to be free from my parents and it's kind of the whole reason why I want to go there straight away after SPM. I want to get out of my parents nest and work myself to get money. and travel around the world with no hesitation.

Sorry friends. If your reading this. I just want freeedom. Going out at night with no worries that I will get raped or kidnapped or whatever. and just simply being happy. But if I did stay here. I dont think I'll be happy cause I'll still be asking my parents for money. and I dont want to. Cause it's kind of weird in my point of view that your still asking parents for money eventhough your old enough to get your ass off the couch and work. No offense to college students. Hmmmm... All I am saying is that I want to go somewhere different cause school here is like a routine. You go to school and you come back. and you do homework. But why do you do all that for? I dont get it. Whats the point of doing something that you dont want to and not enjoy doing it? I'd rather do something I want to. Sadly, it's the way of life and I have to tahan with it for less than two years. and after that I am going to go.

Ok. Let's talk about today. Went to Ikea with Sara and Azman. Ate Meatballs and Diam cake. : DD and then walked around Ikea. Me and Sara adopted our first child. I step towards responsibility. Since we were at Sara's first. She gets it first and I will get it two weeks later. He will be exchanged every fortnight. It's a flower. It's name is Little Basssy.  We were suppose to get something that only had leaves but we chose a pretty one. : )

 First Picture with Little Basssy.

Little Bassy's first car ride. : )

Birth Cerfiticate.

His box of death. If anything falls out or die. We will put it in the Box of Death. and yes. Some had fallen out.

Thats all I bought today. Yeah. I know. Shocker. But I went to this boutique and it was like 50% off for everything. Might drag my mom there tomm. I found this dress that I like. It's soo me. I feel good that I actually have something to take care of now. But if Little Bassy dies and one of us caused it. We have to go get another. and it will be named Little Basssy Junior.

OK. I dont want to drag it any longer. Sorry if I bore you. But Hey! You get to meet Little Bassy. I am going to create a facebook account for him so that whoever that meets him will only be approved. and so far. He only met his parents (sara and me) and Azman. : D I know. It sounds weird but it's good. A step towards parenthood.

Going to go watch a movie now. Mom has beeen calling me to watch it with her. Ciao.

-yenyi-

JoyToTheWorld.

I'm in a good mood now. : DD Super good mood. I dont know why. : DDD Went to school today. Nothing special really happened. Just read Chai's blog. It's really really really funny. I seriously laughed at the part when he talk about him shitting. : ') It's priceless. My mom thought I was crazy laughing at the computer myself. She does not know I was reading something funny. It's a stress relieving kind of blog. Super duper funny. Definitely one of my top 5's to read. Came back. Lepaked with my friend forawhile. Came back and sleep. Got disturbed by Isabelle. Talked to her on skype. and blah blah blah. Ate dinner. Computer until now. : ) A day well done.

OK. I got nothing to say. Seriously. My mind is occupied on something else. : ) Ciao.

-yenyi-

Unsure.

I'm Sleeeeeppyyy. I dont know why but these days. I blog late. I usually blog around 7 or 8. But it's now 10 and I've only started writing. Well.. school today was ok. Got our yearbooks today. I found god's creations picture. She only has one in the whole damn yearbook. That picture is priceless. : '( I cracked up hard when I found it and started conteng-ing my whole yearbook. Hey, it's for memories. I want to look back at it one day and say 'Hey, I still remember that I called her that.' and if your wondering who is God's Creation. You can ask me. I will personally bring my yearbook to school and show you my masterpiece. It's my favorite page. I even bookmarked it.  It's page number 170. : DDDD

My pictures in the yearbook is horrible. I look ugly. This is why I hate yearbooks. They make me look ugly and they get the wrong angle. I think I should be the school's photographer. It's suppose to be from up. and then that person will look good. Duh. Who goes from the middle and down. It will make the person look gigantic. Duh.. Common sense. I feel tired. Eventhough I did nothing. Oyea,. I watched A.I. Paige is out! THANK GOD! I hated her. Next, I want Tim to be out. He does not know how to sing. Horrible! But Aaron Kelly and Katie are my favorites. *thumbs up*

ok. I am going to go now. Go get everything ready for school. I got P.E tomm. : /Ciao.

-yenyi-

SlippingAway.

Ughhh. It's been such a bad day. Got into a fight with my mom. Not fight fight but just talking kind of thing. She is just soo irratating sometimes. It pisses me off. She called me to photostat her thing. So I was to do it cause I barely work with a photostat machine and I kept on re-trying. and she came in and just did it. and then she was like THERE! that  is how you do it. and blah blah blah she went. and I was like whatever. You can do it youeself the next time. I think she was filling up some documents and she kept on screwing it up. So she kept on calling me to re-do it again. So I did. Every single time she was'nt satisfied. It's either one was too senget or she screwed it up herself. She came in and did it herself but she did it wrong too. So I had to do it for her all over again. Haih! SOOO frustrating.

School sucked. I just wanted to go home. Came home around 5.30 and started buffing 90210. Just watched it finish. It was'nt good today. There was no Liam. : '( My Liam. He is sooo HOT! But I think Navid is sweeet. He finally got over Adrianna by dating this other girl. and there's more but I am lazy to post about it. I am pissed right now.

hmmmm.. I got to go. Ciao.

-yenyi-

HeIsMine.

Haih. Jenny did'nt loose it. But I am mostly pissed now. I hate Chucks mom!! You watch it yourself and see. : (
I want this shirt!! It' says He's mine, Bitch.

-yenyi-

Let'sPlayAGame.

I'm waiting for Gossip Girl to load now. : / Jenny is about to loose her virginity. : O Well.. I am not sure whether she would but. I am crossing my fingers. : D I will tell you how it goes out if I actually remember. School was okay today. It was average. I got my results. I am not satisfied with Commerce. My economics was surprisingly better than Commerce. : / A few people called me to shut up today. I dont know why. Simkuan says I talk alot but I totally disagree with her. I am really quiet in class. Our maths teacher snapped at us a few times today. She is a woman going loco. Nah. Not loco. Maybe she is just disapointed with our results. I did bad. But I expected it. I dont really mind getting it but my mom does. Oh well. She just has to deal with it that her daughter isn't smart and never will be.

Came back home first today. Really good. I got to shower as long as I want. UGGHHHH!!! It's Week B tomm. Hopefully the Old Hag wont be there. I EFFIN HATE that lady. Seriously, she is worse than any old ladies on earth. She gets on EVERYBODY's nerves in GirlGuides. Everyone talks back at her. It leaves no choice cause were pissed at her. She hates the way we sit. I know. Among all things. The way we sit. HOPEFULLY she wont be there tomm. I dont like her. No. Scratch that. I HATE her. Really hate her. Even SImkuan wanted to pee in her shampoo bottle. and I wanted to stab her with a sushi knife and pour her blood on her grandson that she always praises. : /

I know. It sounds cruel or mean. But seriously, if you ever came across this lady. You would want to murder her or murder yourself. She comes to school ONCE a month and we already want to stab her. Just imagine how we will end up if she came every fortnight. We will DIE!!! OK. Enough about that old hag.  Let's talk about something else. I'm feeling restless now. I dont know why but I feel like calling someone up and talk. No one is online. I dont know why. : /

 Hmmmm... OYEA! Before I forget. There's this movie that I want to watch. It's Love at First Hiccup. It's about this guy finding his first love and loosing it. It's funny. I like. : D Here's the trailer.


ok. I am going to go now. CIao.

-yenyi-

DearMe.

Oooops. Before I forget. I was about to sign out from blogspot. So Before I forget Here's the thing that made me go all. I feel you.

-yenyi-

It'sFallingApart.

School was above average today. I give it a 6. Got some of my results today. I gotta say. I am quite impressed of my accounts skills. I am grateful I did not get a zero. I got a 9. Impressive eh? Lol. It might not be alot to you but I am satisfied with it. I just tried my best on the paper and I got a 9. I guess I am not borned to be an accountant and I am not planning to. Trust me. My face does not qualify me to become an accountant. It will cause the company to go bankrupt. The rest was okay. I dont really know their FULL marks yet cause the teacher is planning to add some other stuff in it too. : /

Hmmm.. Well today there was this guy that fought with Pn.Roslina. Not physically. Hell no. He just fought back with words. He  told the teacher to Shut up. I know. That innocent guy that I've always known. Turns out. He is not that innocent no more. It was just another side waiting to be unleashed. He is KharYiep. I know KharYiep. Among all people. Oh welll. He did it for his own personal way of thinking. Nothing I can do about it. : /

Why cant they have an H&M store here??? It's soo unfair. Even Japan has one. I am going to start crying. The closest one is at Singapore but hell no I am going to fly all over to Singapore just to go shop in H&M. But I really really really really really really do love their clothes there. It's awesome. : '(

I feel emo now. Really emo. I was reading something a couple of days ago and it really hit me. I feel for the girl that wrote about it. : '( I'll show it to you later. My folder is packed now and I am lazy to find. (it's a lie) I just wonder sometimes. What if I just forgot about him. What will I actually be doing right now. It's just a waste of energy sometimes you know? and It's kind of depressing. Sometimes, I dont think it's worth waiting but I just keep hangging on. and the worse part is. He does not even realize that I am waiting. : / I hate myself.

Dont read it. Your eyes will bleed. It's for my eyes only to read. It's personal. I just needed somewhere to pour it all out. hmmmm... I am going to go now. I need to find a happy song to listen to. I'll post the thing I find later. Bye.

-yenyi-

Scars.

Merci.

Hah! I feel goood. Just came out from the shower. I forgot that I had a blog. I was occupied with something. Woke up around 11 this morning. Ate. Watched TV. and *drumrolls please* I did HOMEWORK!!! YES YES. I did HOMEOWORK! Moral homework. I finished it. Shocking huh? I was like Do it now. SO that I wont need to do it next time.So I finished printing out the pictures and writing down crap. : DDD

Well.. Ming's mom came back today. She bought me a bag. ; DDD It's big enough to go for sleepovers. I personally always wanted one. But it's just that I wanted the Chanel look alike more. OH well. I am satisfied. Now I am 97% happy. My mood will drop tomm when I find out my results. : / I got a feeling it will be really bad. Espiacially ACCOUNTS AND MATHS!! DIE!!

I am not good with numbers. Just to let you know. Maybe it's because the lack of interest in numbers. *nods* Something is up. There's this smell coming out from my air-cond and it smells like cat poop. I know. I dont know what to do. Might sleep in my other room tonight.

 I am going to go now. Talking to someone. See you in school tomm. CIao.

-yenyi-

TheGuyWhoMeltedMyHeart.

Hehehehehehe. I am soo happy. I found awesome pictures of Ed Westwick. : )))))) He is sooooooo HOT!!!!

He is soooooooo adorable!!!! AHHHH!!! I want!!!!

-yenyi-

SomethingDifferent.

Today was very unproductive. Woke up around 12. Ate. Sat infront of the TV the rest of the day. Went to Curve with the family for dinner. Had a burger at Fridays. Dad got me a bag. : DDD Not the type of bag I was looking for but that bag made me less emo. For the time being. : ) I am semi-happy now. I think the bag will keep me grounded forawhile while I find for the 'perfect' bag. Grounded as in not go crazy. Not grounded as in grounded by parents grounded.

Uggghhhh. Tomm is Sunday. : ( We have school on Monday. That reminds me. I have to do my Moral work. One which is the Kerja Amal and the other that essay writing thing. and the pictures are still in my phone. I tried sending it via bluetooth from my phone. But it cant be connected. I have no idea why. and I lost my cable. Hmmm... I'll think of something.

hmmm... I hate homework. It makes me sad. I dont even remember doing any homework this year. Anyways. I've been playing this game and I'm freaking good at it. and I just realized something today. I am BAD in Mario Kart. My little sister beat me at it. I think she is doing it in purpose so that I wont play. She is always picking the hardest places to race while I am there.

ok. I am going now. Ciao.

-yenyi-

A Moment.

She's gorgeous right?

-yenyi-

I'mReady.

I feel like my heart just got crushed into a million pieces. The feeling of anticipation for many months has just been crushed. All these feelings came because of a bag. Yes. A bag. I need a new bag. Not just any bag. The bag that I've been wanting to get for a few months now. All my time spent window shopping was just a waste. I feel like I just gave my whole heart to a puppy and the puppy ran away because he does'nt want me. Yeah. The feeling of being dumped.

I want a Chanel bag look alike. Hmmmmm.... It's okay. I'll probably get the bag that I saw at Dorothy Perkins that day or wait until I go Bandung. But seriously. A bag like that. It could match alot of my clothes. hmmmmmm... Haih.... Mings mom is coming back from Aus tomm. Good. Cause my mom say we will go after my auntie comes back.

Hmmm... Today sucked. I was planning to sleep as late as possible but at the strike of 10o'clock in the morning. My sisters came into my room and started jumping on my bed telling me to wake up and shouting 'NO ELECTRICITY!!' I was like. Get out. I want to sleep. But you know. Once I am awake. I cant go back to bed. So I had to wake up. Went down. No electricity for 3 hours. I was sweating. When it went back on. I was'nt doing anything. Just lay on my bed and stared at the ceiling. Oyea. and tomm is Saturday. BUMMER.

It's too fast. I feel like it's just the beginning of holidays and I did'nt get to rest and sleep as long as I want. Hmmm.. Anyways. I am going to go kacau my mom now. Ciao.

-yenyi-

A Moment.

-yenyi-

MetaphoricallySpeaking.

: DD Just came back from grocery shopping. I feel good. I got a well stocked fridge. I finally found the song I've been listening on the radio for soo long already.  I love the part when they say beautiful girls.


Just got news from my mom to stay home tomm to do homework. But I dont remember I have homework. Oh well. I'll go through tomm.  : ( I want CHUCK BASSS. Sara has been drooling all over my husband. I hate her. I told her to keep her tongue back in her mouth and stop drooling over my man. But she just gave me a smiley. Fck her. Bitch.

Just realized something. I never went out with Hairol and Nazri this holiday. I did'nt even talk to them. : /

OK. Let's make a list. Things that I still need to get  :

1. 2 Skirts from Cotton on.
2. A day Dresss (if possible a few)(Planning to get it in Bandung)
3. Handbag.
4. A black cardigan (really hard to get) (a short one)
5. Shorts.'
6. A few tank tops. Plain ones.

There. Finally made a to buy list. I've been wanting to make one. But I never bothered to sit and think. : /
ok. Me going now. Told you I'll post. : p I know it's suckish. I'm not interesting. Just a girl expressing her feelings.

-yenyi-

TheySay

Going to do something new now. Everyday. I am going to post at least one random thing that is going on in my brain. Or if I found something interesting. Today is....

Will post tonight. Loves.

-yenyi-

Please.

Afternoon. Just woke up. Sara is still asleep. Sorry that I did not post yesterday. I was watching Gossip Girl season 1 for the 7th time. Yea. and It's good. I love CHUCK! I want a somone who is incapable of expressing love. Yes. Incapable. To know that love actually means something to him is really sweeet. Like Chuck. He could'nt say I love you to Blair for 2 years because it actually means something to him.

OK. I am going to snap back to reality. Went to OU with ruyuan and sara yesterday. Watched Remember Me. I got kind of sad at the ending. I cried a little. But the movie was good. I give it a 6. They cut out all the sex scenes. Need to get the DVD to watch all of it. Haih. Bought a skirt yesterday and nail polish. My nails are blue now. : DD

OK. I am going to go now. I'll post tonight. Hopefully. : )

-yenyi-

ButterfliesFluttering.

Ahhh. I feel good. Just ate my dinner. Nasi Lemak. : D I am always happy when there's sambal and rice on the table. Slept over at Sara's last night and now she is sleeping in my house tonight. My day was very unproductive. I just spent most of my time making fun of Sara and laughing at her. and eating. : /

Going out with Ruyuan tomm to watch movies. and to get my burger. I've been dying for a good burger. I also want to get some sstuff.

Ah Fook is sick. : '( Get weell soon. So it means Ah Fook = Simkuan cannot go out. : '( Hopefully he recovers fast. I want all of us to go out.

Sara went and talk to this random person in my MSN today and I dont even know who he is. He must think I am some psychotic bitch. Click to enlarge it. : )

OK. Going to do something now. Sorry that my posts these days are really short. I have nothing to talk about. I lost my blogging mojo. I'll just try to post everyday. Hopefully. You better be crossing your fingers, Bastards.

-yenyi-

NakedToes.

Going to make this a quick one. Woke up today around 7 to ask permission from my mom to go to Sara's to sleepover. Well... she gave me an A-ok. Azman came and pick me up at 1 and we went to get ingredients to make chocolate cake. After that, picked Simkuan up and went to sara's. Baked. Talked. Lazed around at her house and ate. I love her black chicken.'

Sleeping over at sara's tonight. I am tired. Who the hell sets her alarm clock on a holiday? Well. It's just me.
It's been 3 months that I did not rub my nail polish off. I've been touching it up for the past 3 months. I just took it off and I feel naked. It's not complete with nail polish. : /

Have fun on your week of freedom. Ciao.

-yenyi-

ForgetHowToBreathe.

Just came back from Port Dickson today. I feel happy to be home. Two full days with them is enough.  The hotel was awesome. Each room had their own private indoor pool and gym. It was awesome. I swam 3 times in 12 hours. After I came back from PD. I was tired and just went into my room and fell asleep until dinner time. Went out to get steak. and came back and shower.

Was suppose to go Sara's tomm morning but mom wants me to go cook for the kids. I know... since its 'holiday'. Well.. I'll just stay home tomm to do what I can. Shopping for bags now in the internet. I love sportsgirls. They have the best things there. Seriously. I'll marry it if they had it here in Malaysia. Sadly, they only have it in Aus. : /

See how la. Yenwei has school from Monday till Thursday. Pity her. UPSR year. : / I am cold now. My fingers are freezing. Oyea. Their going Japan tomm. Have a good trip whoever is going. lols. I dont know why am I saying it here but who cares.

Hahahaha. Had a funny conversation with my youngest sister after dinner. Mom wanted to go get bread at the bakery so I usually did'nt want to follow but yenfen wanted to come out from my side. So I got off the car and started walking to the bakery. Conversation :

Yenfen :  Why are you following? I thought you wanted to stay in the car?
Me : I am Digi.

Fine.maybe it's not thta funny anymore. Well.. Going to do something else now. Ciao.

-yenyi-

ElectryfyingBlue.

: '( Just finished watching American Idol. They revealed the Top 12. The ones that I like are in. Thank America. Now I am watching MTV. That we are the world song is out. It's sad. All the incredible singers are all in it. It's kind of incredible that everyone teams up just to help Haiti. The song is soo long. It's been 5 minutes. : /

Well.. Just finished all my tests today. I am soo glad. Now I can finally rest and relax. Going to P.D tomm. There's wifi there. I googled it. : ) So I am definitely pumped up for it now. It's been a year that I did not go on a holiday. Ever since my bro appeared. : / Went to Sara's after school. We made Azman drive around just to find a mcd place so we can eat ice cream. After that, Sara made us walk at this insect infected place and possibly snake infected place. I hate her.

See that picture up there? I want to get that color. Going to wake up early tomm to send my sister to school. She has extra classes. I'll only be leaving around 1. I think. So gonna make my mom drop me off somewhere to check whether they have that color. I dont feel satisfied if I dont get that color. I dont know why. Maybe it's because it's the holidays that's why I feel soo unsatisfied cause I need something on my nails.

Eclipse Trailer is out. : ) Here.


I'm effin sad now. For some reason. Music videos makes me emo. The truth is... I am truly lost in life. I dont know what I am going to do or what I am doing at the moment. I want to find out what I am going to do in the future. Where will I be? Who will I be with? What am I going to do? I truly dont know. I dont know why am I in SSB. Why am I doing there or how did I end up there. I dont know. Sorryy. Maybe I am just confused at the moment.

Anyways. I am going to do something now. I need to go pack. I think. Yea. Pack. Ciao.

-yenyi-

TheHoleIsStartingToBurnAgain.

Just finish watching American Idol. That body builder guy. The black man was effin good.  Kara started crying. I know...

School was average. Did nothing. Just had economics today. It was normal. Tomm is the last day of school. I cant wait. One week without school. YAY! I need a break. After a week of exams. Yes, I do.

See the picture up there? I am going to make a corner like that in my room. and one side with my story books and my pinboard. Make that two pinboards. Finallly settled with what I want to do with my room. I want to hang a painting but I dont know what to hang. Might just end up putting up pictures of me and the retards. Black and white. Of course. Like what Sara said 'Potential pictures to be put on your bedside'. lol

OK. Glee is done downloading. I want to catch up on the last episode that they aired last time so that I can remember. Will post tomm. Ciao.

-yenyi-

Sunlight.

HAH! *sigh of relief* Just finished picking out my wallpaper. It took me forever. Since it got to be approved by my mother. I settled down with this grey-ish flower thing. Mom says ok. So it's okay. I like it. My old one was gone. : /  Watching 90210 now. NEW EPISODE! I love the internet. Makes me stay connected with all my shows. : DDD

School today was ok. Had moral, commerce and accounts. Accounts was crap. I definitely failed that. Commerce was good. I feel good in that. Moral was okay too. Dont want to keep my hopes high. Later I'll be emo if I dont get what I want. Anyhow. Tomm I have economics only. Awesomenesssss. Only one. and Friday I have civics. Ughh. Cant they make it all into one day? Soo much easier. The school is just trying to make us come to school on Friday or else we will skip. : /

I got really big plans for my room. I want to make it look small. So it will be cosy for me. : )

OYEA!! AND GOODLUCK TO LAST YEAR SPM-ERS. HOPEFULLY YOU GET WHAT YOU WANTED!
OK. Going back to watching now. Ciao.

-yenyi-

MyFavoriteSpot.

I'm feeling awesome. Something is going to happen end of this year. I cant wait for that special someone to get back. It's going to be awesome. : DD It totally made my day. I dont even care about exams anymore. Ugghhh. I actually still do... Accounts... I got a gut feeling I will fail. Actually.. If i do get kicked out of Harri's class. I dont really mind. I dont even want to take accounts for SPM. Drops my grades. and I am not smart. So I dont mind dropping accounts. But I mind getting kicked out. I also got muka to jaga.

Today... I had my Bm, BI, Science, Sejarah and Maths. Maths was bad. But the rest was alright. I dont mind loosing to the lala's in maths and accounts cause well... Their Chinese people. and you know 'chinese' people are REALLY good in numbers. I have no idea why. Maybe it's cause they gamble alot. But they commit suicide alot... I dont know la. I dont like maths and I never will.

Watched Gossip Girl just now. It took soo long to load. But it was worth it. Not going to write the spoilers here. But I found out the latest quote that I like said by Blair. It was because Serena and Nate started dating and they had sex too fast and Blair was afraid they might be going to fast. So Blair said to Serena 'Your the one thing that he could'nt get. It's like he just went threw a diet and he starved and all of a sudden he is free and he ate soo much sundae's that he finds out he hates sundae's. Get it? I get it.

I've been listening to Silversun Pickups these days. I love Substitution the most.


Hmmm... Better go. I want to talk to my ex-tuition teacher which is currently teaching my younger sister before she leaves. She is nice to talk to. Ciao.

-yenyi-

Oliver sounds great all of a sudden.

Exhausted. Just spent most of my day studying and being sleepy. History bores me. Cant it be more easier like..... english! Anyone can get an A in english. Anyways. I am going to wake up 3 later to study. It helps me like that. Wake up in the morning and study. Everything absorbs easier. : ) I feel awesome all of a sudden. I dont know why. I've been coughing the whole day. Drank loads of cough mixture today. Not loads but a few tablespoons. It makes me sleepy.

Oyea! Thank You Azmanis for helping me today. I know your reading. Dont deny it. Anyways. I am in no mood to blog now. I think I am happy that tests are tomm and holidays are coming! and going for a break next weekend. I am going to lock myself in a room and order room service the whole time. Just the sound of it. Sounds like it's going to be awesome. But yeah... monthly test first.

Ciao.,

-yenyi-

May.

Just read Sk's blog. Feel sooo..... old now... It's amazing that all of those things happen. I'm shocked... 22nd of May was the day that I truly remember. It was the first day of Mid-Term. and I did something that I never regret doing. and Jihee left on early August. Stalked her through the whole airport. Not the whole airport but till the terminal. and It's been 7 months. OKOK. this is making me emo.

Let's start here. Today was ok. Mom woke me up by text saying that she was picking me up from sara's in the morning. around... 8 in the morning. I know. and then had breakfast with my parents and went back home. Slept the whole afternoon. Tried to study but I could'nt. So i just slept. It was good until my mom woke me up. Blah. I know mothers and their 'wake up' voices. I could die.

Grandparents from both sides came today to see the baby. Ate dinner. Showered. Studied science. and now I am here... blogging. Not going to school tomm. Going to study some sejarah in me. I dont care. and I must show that science teacher that I actually listen in her class. Lately, i've been the target of teachers. They keep calling me to shut up and ask me to listen. Its soo irratating. I multi-task in school. But not at home. I get distracted alot. lol. But in school yes.

ok. Watching Kris Allen's performance now. Ciao,

-yenyi-

Windows.(added)

Ello. Kawan-kawanku yang saya mencintai. I've been in an awesome mood the whole day. Just keeping it constant. Had sportsday today. Went to school at 6.30 in the morning!!! I had to go cause Patcha made me feel guilty about not staying back on friday so I went early to help out. Sara came early too. Around 7.30? I was busy ruining others faces. and hands. Pity them. After that was just lepaking around for about 6-7 hours? I know. I got sunburnt. I love the feeling of getting pinkish red skin. It's nice. It stings but I like the feeling.

I got it on my nose and upper cheeks and my hands. and above my chest has this V thing going on cause of the P.E shirt. Haih.. the beauty of the V line.  Hehehehe. Sara thinks I look ugly and disallowing me to go out of her room. Cause I got white stuff all over my body to cool the burn down. Well... sports day today was.... Above average. Hangged out with Simkuan, Sara, Nazri, Vinoth, Lester the whole time. It was okay. Went Mcd after that to makan. Stole balloons but it popped when the car was on the move. : / Stupid Vinoth. I blame him for it.

Well.. Sara followed me home after but I could'nt study. The only thing I wanted to do was talk and I could'nt stop once I started. Now. I am at her house. Sleeeping over tonight. Was suppose to study but ended up talking to people in facebook and started to commenting things... I love Facebook but it's such a distraction sometimes. I hate it now. I'm sleeepy now. Promised myself that I'd study science today. But I did not. : / Well.. 2 more days to go. Not going to school on Monday. I got a date with Azman. He is going to teach me SEJARAH! I suck at it. I suck at everything I study. I dont even know why I'm studying. : /

Oyea. Almost forgot. I thought Kiara got richer this year cause they had awesome bumble bee pants with yellow stripes. I found out.... that it was just tape wrapped around the pants. HAAHAHAHAHA!

Oh welll. That's all for now. Thanks for reading my blabbers. Ciao.

-yenyi-

KDE.

-yenyi-

Ecstatic.

I'm bored. Everyone's in school doing their crap for sports day tomm. I have to be in school at 6 - 6.30 in the morning. I know.. SO early. I have to paint people's faces. Well... hopefully I will rock at it. : ( Not in the mood to go. But I must cause Patcha is counting on me to come to help paint faces. Oyea. and I have to stay back after sports day to pick up rubbish. : DD that will certainly be the highlight of my day. and after that. Come home adn study. I need to start studying. Hopefully.

Came home today and just slept. My sisters forbid me to watch a movie cause my movies are boring. According to them. : / They want to watch this other movie. Finding Nemo. Yeah. That movie. I falled asleep when the dad was about to reach Sydney. I think turtles are cute. They're just soo adorable. Anyways.. I am bored now. Oyea. Margosa might get second place. There's a possiblitie. I know. Shocking huh?

Anyways. Bye. I am tired.

-yenyi-

Hanggingon.

Watching American Idol now. I actually sat down and watch finish everything. I gotta say this weird girl name Shiobhan or something is freaking ass good. She can really sing even the judges are shocked. But my favorite girl is Katie. She is the pretty brunette one. The 17 year old one that the judges keep complaining that she is not singging the songs that she is supposed to sing and sing something 'younger'. But she does have a good voice.

Well.. school today was normal. Woke up. Got ready. Had this sports day rehearsal thing. So. Lester and Karen came over and join us. Talked and stuff. Recess. Went back to class. Jiasin came and asked me to help in Deco. Dragged simkuan along with me. Painted some of the posters. Did the outline thing.  I gotta say. I am impressed by my outlining skills. I suck at art. I cant even draw a freaking person without making it look like a frog... then blah blah blah. The day continued.... talked about the shows that we watched when we were young. It was funny. Bought revision books when my mom came and pick me up after school. Finally.

Anyways. Enough about school. It makes me kind of depressed sometimes. I've been listening to the same song since last night. It's called Art of Love. I dont know why. But all thr songs I listen to have the word Love inside it. : / Now I am just listening to Colbie. I love her songs.

-yenyi-

Mothers,theymakemewondersometime.

One Word : Yuck! Lester has been telling me to go google and type 'blue waffle' and click I'm feeling Lucky. Just did it. He sent me the link.... and I was like..... OMG! It's awful. Yuck. Go search it yourself. Dont regret. I regretted that I kept on asking Lester what was it. Hmmm... Not a good idea. Well. Going to get him back for it tomm. and for those who wants to know. Go search it yourself. But dont say I did'nt warn you.

Eeeashhhh. What's my life gotta do with a baby that my parents have? Seriously. They just do whatever they want and expect people do do their other crap.Mom is like scolding me for not being 'pro-active' in helping around the house. Eeeash.

Well... school today was okay. Talked about ghost stories. I cant remember any of them now. Just remembered the one that Raimi told Simkuan. It was interesting. Remember the thing that I put on hold yesterday? It's still on hold. I dont know what to do. Will think again tomm. I personally hate liking someone now.

Anyways... I am lazy to post now. Will post tomm. Ciao.

-yenyi-