Idontknow.

According to this retard in school. He says in every chinese person. They have a lala side. I was like what? I personally disagree. I know soo many chinese people and 56% of them do not have a lala side. But if your referring to SSB... I cant disagree with it. SSB has loads of lala's. It's like a lala's 'dream' to come to our school. Because of all the lala girls that they have. They must feel soo thrilled to meet their other halfs. : '((

Is it only me that realises this? I realise that lala boys can get girlfriends like... really easy. Like... CHAI! (Cheng How) He gets a girl.... Then he dumps her or she dumps him and then he is alright with it. and the next week.. He gets another girl. It's kind of weird on how lala people see things. They can just date whoever they want and still be fine with it. For normal people on the other hand... Well.. I wont categorize myself as normal.. But 50% normal. They hardly get boyfriends or girlfriends. Seriously... it's like hard. Even the pretty girls in SSB are single. Like what I am trying to say. Normal people. For lala's they're all.. Oh. I am with this now. I am with that now. I am just.... shocked.

Anyways... enough about lala's. Let's talk about today... Nothing much happened. Simkuan said somethings that made me think again.. and I am still thinking.. Not sure. : / It's about the bell ringging thing again. The thing I said I am going to stop... I am not sure whether I want to stop. I know.. Sounds crazy. Nevermind.. Will think about it later... or put it on hold. ok... I have to go do something now. Mom is like in the mood for some company. I know right? She treats me as if I want to be her BFF. lol.
Jason Derulo's song InMyHead has been stuck in my head ever since I came back from school. : /


whatever. Bye Losers. Ciao.

-yenyi-

No More.

Today... I am cancelling my New Year's Resolution. I am making a U-turn. This time. There's no turning back. No more. I repeat Yenyi. No more turning back. No more. No more. No more. I do not care no more. It's stupid. Stupid. Just plain stupid. It's times up. The bell has rang a long time ago just that I did not pay attention to the bell. This time. The bell rang loud and clear for me to listen to it. It's time.

So... Today was average. Went to school. Did the usual. After school there was lala catfight. I missed it. Went home. Blah. But according to Simkuan it was funny and nice to watch. One girl called her backup which is her boyfriend's gang. Lalalalalalala. and the other called her mom... I know.. So interesting. I wished I was there. : /

Anyhow.. I am soo pumped right now. Going to finally do it. This time... No turning back! So.. my brother's nanny came today. I came back home and she was there. Just said Hi and went up. and my hair was like seriously messed up cause I was sleeping in the van. She must've thought I was crazy. Seriously, crazy.

Anyways.. Mom is like watching old family home videos. There was one with me crying in the cable car cause I was scared of heights. Mom is crazy... she is laughing and crying at the same time. She keeps watching it... OMg.... Soo embarrasing. Mom keeps saying.... This has made my day...... ughhh... I am still here.... Dont have to say that. And you know in the video. I was crying and getting scolded by my mom at the same time cause I was crying... I know right? Goodness... I am going to dissapear into my own world now. Ciao.

Oyea. Sorry I wont upload the video. It's private and confidential. : p

-yenyi-

Last Day Of February.

Just counted my angpau money. Kind of disapointed. Got like a few hundred less than my sisters. It's cause I did not go for visiting. : / Oh well... It's the last day of February. I keep listening to the same song over and over and over and over again for the pass 4 hours.It's Hey Soulsister by Train.


ok. Ciao. Just wanted to add one more post before February ends.

-yenyi-

Sleep.

Morning. : ) Sorry I did not post yesterday. I was busy reading a good book. I know. It's been awhile since I read a book but I was in the mood for reading. and for me reading makes me sleep easier. Monthly Test is next week... I need to go out and get some reference books to study. But I am too lazy to ask my mom to bring me. I just want to sleep.

Well.... I have nothing in my mind now that I'd like to post about . So... I'll just post tomm or something. Going to my grandma's tonight to makan again. Last day of CNY. I am soo glad its coming to an end. I want to open up all my angpau's and count how much I got. Anyways. Ciao.

-yenyi-

Nerdified.

Well... It all started like this today. Mom woke me up. Checked the time. Decided to shower and start getting ready and wait for Azman to come pick me up. While I was showering. Sara called saying that they are on the way. So. I quickly showered and got ready. Went downstairs and they're already waiting outside. Hopped into Azman's car and drove to Curve. Azman's driving skills are slow. Really slow. It's counted good for first timers on the road.. so... Yeah.

Went to O'brien's and got some sandwiches and juice. Bought tickets to watch The Werewolf. Waited for Simkuan to come. Went to Pet Safari while we are waiting. Met this cute guy working there. He had two small piercings at the side of his lip. Sexay. Going to go back to Pet Safari more often. After Pet Safari, went to find Simkuan at A&W. Sat forawhile. We are all going to bring Simkuan to Laundry on her birthday. Let her be experience in a place full of smoke and people getting drunk. : DDDD

After that... watched Werewolf. I give it a 2. I dont like surprises and things appearing all of a sudden here and there. After the movie. Zikri joined us. Went to OU. Shopped. Then all of us went back to my house. and then... went out to makan and then they sent me home. Went to Giza for some sushi with my parents and sisters. Ordered like effin loads of stuff and now I am stuffed.

I hate OU. Saw soo many of SSB people there. Mostly the juniors. They just like to stare. It's like they dont have the decency to look and look away. Well.. today I bought a bag for only 20 RINGGIT!! I was shocked by the price. Effin shocked. Bought a sandal and a pair of flats for school. Mine is getting cacated at the sides and it keeps slipping off easily. So today I got like a smaller version. It wont slip off now. Today has been ok. Spent not so much of money. I controlled. But I still want a skirt from Zara. It's cute. Still pujuking my mom to follow me go buy. My mom is stubborn. She hates OU. She only goes to BSC and Pavilion if she needs to gets something.

ok. So that's my day.. SOrry for making it super long. I am making it up to you. You know? I did not update a few days ago. I am now waiting for sara to go get my necklace at Rasta's. It's like a long one with a simple dove there. I want to make it like my signature thing when I go out. ok. I am going to listen to songs now. Ciao.

Oyea. Before I go. I am going to change my pictures for every post. I found this awesome photographer in Flicrkr. So.. Going to share it with you people.

-yenyi-

Never Ever Ever.

OKokok. I was searching for video's in youtube and came across this. Peter Chao's new video. It's super funny. I was laughing like shit.


and here's the Baby song by Justin Bieber. I dont care what others say but Justin's songs are actually nice.

I've been waiting for the music video to be out for 1 month now. It's finally out. It's nice. It's how they attract people to watch it with all the colours. : D Oyea. and of course listen to the lyrics. It can relate to people.

Oyea and Kesha's new video is out. I like it also.

Terrified is the Right Word.

I have such an asshole sister. She always unplugs my phone when it's in the middle of charging and listens to music all the time. and when I want to use my phone. Low Battery. Hate her. So effin irratating. Cant she just use her computer? It's like she does not have a phone. There's no school tomm. Yay! But still.. I did not do my goal of the week. It's kind of pathethic if I write it down here. I bet some of you will laugh at me.

The truth is... My goal for this week is to say hi to him... or at least smile at him. But I just cant. :'(( My heart was pounding soo hard that I cant do it. I am soo disapointed at myself. It's embarrasing if someone actually found out. My life sucks.... I was talking to Ruyuan about something just now... I was getting teary about it already. It's depressing to know what I am going to do in the future. I bet when I tell him.. I will cry myself.

So. I was watching American Idol but I got bored cause most of them are horrible so I came upstairs and started to blog. Going to SKype with Ming in 35 minutes. : D I cant wait. Sorry for cutting those words... I dont want anyone to read them. It's stupid. Dont bother. I feel sad now la. I dont want to cry but I just am...

I love this song. It's like depressing... But good depressing. I really love the lyrics. Listen.

-yenyi-